I am just so fucking pissed off right now that I want to punch, kick or throw anything. I'm pissed because my asshole of a father can be bothered to listen to a god damn word that I say. I am pissed because my mom thinks my asshole of a brother can't do a fucking thing for him self so he doesn't have to help clean the fucking house. He doesn't fucking have to pay rent. By no I guess because I'm female I'm supposed to be happy to clean the fucking house like I don't have anything better to do. I know why don't I become an alcoholic and then I won't have to do shit either. And if anything should turn up missing or not put back where it is supposed to be guess how gets blamed and yelled at!

I'm sick and tired of being so angry all the time and unhappy all the time. I don't know if I even remember being happy recently. It seems that all I am doing is acting.

And then I can't even be the person I want to be because it will not be accepted. How fucking lame is that. I have to pretend to be somebody that I'm not and be happy about it. Can't anyone see that I'm not happy that I'm sick of all this bullshit!